Winds taking me places.
The journey hasnt be end yet.
Millions of colors are greet me.
And trees losing their leafes.
Winds didnt slow his pace.
Im, gonna go soon.
To the place that has no winds.
To the place where sun is warm.
To the place i seen no color.
-miss u dad
Evening tide incarcerated me like I am trapped in a wire
How can I sleep tightly?
Why were you all I ever dreamt about?
Another night awake with you on my mind
It hurts me when you start to see my flaws
But just to save you I'd risk it all
Short on time for you I'd never have enough
When I ran into ya, I didn't plan on fallin' in love
Always there to wipe your tears, I hate to see you cry
If you tell me to jump I'll ask you How high
The sloe was lost in flower
The April elm was dim
That was the lover's hour
The hour for lies and him
If thorns are all the bower
If north winds freeze the fir
Why, 'tis another's hour
The hour for truth and her.
A.E Housman
Waktu sedang membututi nya
Hingga kapan kata itu disimpan
Hingga kapan rasa itu dikenang
Hingga kapan berani itu datang
Kamu Nyata namun realita ku pekat
Bait ini ku genggam
Hingga musim, dimana aku tentram.
Pada akhirnya semua usahanya berhasil, namun apa dia tenang dengan bayangan yang kini datang kala gelap tiba. Baik dirinya dan bayangan hanya bisa bertatap. Melihat cahaya yang mulai meredup di wajahnya. Sudah terlanjur, semuanya sudah salah dari awal.
Baik senyuman yang dilontarkan atau gurauan yang diberikan. Dia tak kemana namun sedang ada dimana. Jejaknya menyala namun tak ada yang mencarinya. Lantas apa dia selalu monokrom atau dia menang tak mengenal warna.