Just amazes me how Twitter has changed!
I won't be renewing my certified โ ๏ธ for I stay shadowed banned with or without it. I can't never have communication or even find my Patriot followers, I am seriously thinking about deactivating my entire account!.
8 years ago today, my husband was taken by ambulance to the hospital. Had a gastric bleed and lost 4 liters of blood so he was in critical condition. They told me he wouldn't make it through the night even with all the plasma and blood transfusions. He stayed in the hospital through December 30th and I brought him home.
Life was tough. He had lost so much blood and oxygen to the brain that he no longer could stand or walk or remember how to turn over. I needed help but our friends scattered and was absent from our life. So began my journey of taking care of him (24 hours a day) and I had taken a leave of absence from my job.
Had a scare one night and had to go back to the hospital. During that stay, a social worker came in and told me I would have to put him in a nursing home because there was no way I could take care of him. ( she doesn't know me very well!)
Back home and indeed 24 hour care. Feeding breakfast, vitals, changing dressings on the blood clot and wounds from the swelling,putting on the blow up legs and torso, medications, and then lunch and bathing him, breathing treatments and more meds.
I did this alone, with no help, but it's surprising what one can do. I'm a strong woman but this definitely tested my strength and my mind.
He suffered and struggled for 3 months but at least I had him home and in his own bed. On March 24, 2018, the angels came and there was no more suffering. He shed 2 tears as he took his last breath with me holding his hand and our little dog laying on his belly.
Did I mention, after the gastric bleed....he never knew who I was? 46 years of marriage and he didn't even remember me.
I'm telling you this because life is short and you never know when or how so hug hug hug your loved ones. Just cherish every day, really cherish.โค๏ธ
Thank each of you who follow me and interact with me and my goofy posts. I consider yโall friends, even if itโs just internet friends ๐! Hopefully, they put a smile on your face even if for a brief moment. Hope each of you have a Merry Christmas! Now, back to goofball posts! ๐