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[✰ @48spo]

unpinning at 140lbs ·ˈ∗ ♡

[✰ @48spo]

ended up in no contact with my first love since back in august……….. declared to never show love to anyone ever again ever and then ended up with a boyfriend in october………….. that is all

[✰ @48spo]

crazy unexplainable things have happened in my life since the last time i was on here

[✰ @48spo]

LOLLLLLL he’s crossed over the friend boundary a handful of times since this tweet but still can’t figure himself out and it’s clear he has unresolved feelings

[✰ @48spo]

i won’t go back to him until i’m better

[✰ @48spo]

coming back on this account out of nowhere to say i lost nearly 10lbs the past week bc of a man

[✰ @48spo]

my body refuses to go below 145 WHAT IS IT HOLDING ON TO

[✰ @48spo]

why have i maintained for 2 weeks what is wrong with me

[✰ @48spo]

need the whole foods only or nothing at all fixation to come back

[✰ @48spo]

even tho i’ve been eating within my limit i think i’ve had too many processed foods recently and it’s showing

[✰ @48spo]

i look so bloated and gross. i’m going to a concert this weekend and then another concert and a wedding the weekend after that. i need to look skinyyyyyyyy

[✰ @48spo]

i won’t go back to him until i’m better

[✰ @48spo]

like yes i want my dream body too but i can’t hide my body, it will be seen no matter what and so i’ve accepted that… but my skin i can sorta hide with makeup; i don’t have to show my bare face so i’ve never made myself accept it

[✰ @48spo]

i want clear skin sooooo bad god it’s holding back my relationships so much bc i don’t want ppl to see the “real me”

[✰ @48spo]

must turn this fat into muscle

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i wish i lived by the water

[✰ @48spo]

had such a good day today and tomorrow will be too

[✰ @48spo]

my favorite bone is my right collarbone

[✰ @48spo]

my cortisol levels have got to be through the fucking roof rn… literally this entire past month actually i haven’t felt this stressed and confused in forever

[✰ @48spo]

and no bm is sooooo long

[✰ @48spo]

my entire body is so bloated i don’t even wanna look at myself

[✰ @48spo]

20k easy

[Emmeline 🤍🦊 @Ricecakehaterr]

Would y’all rather choose $20k/month or being at your goal bmi