One of my colleagues is married and tries to rub it in my face as if it offends me. She’s also pregnant. She tried to shade me, so I told her it’s insane that her husband has her commuting on the subway to work every morning pregnant. She mentioned that she dreams of a birkin, but knows it’s not realistic so she wants a tennis bracelet for her push gift. The next day I wore a tennis bracelet and carried my birkin to work those girls were LIVID. Alexa play Where's Your Stuff Interlude by Drake.. 💁♀️
I am literally a full grown adult, still stuck with the exact same nervous system of the autistic kid on the playground with no friends, and the same echo still in my heart saying "nobody wants me"
lead tampon in me while i eat my listeria meat & cyclospora riddle veggies and wash it all down with microplastic water. afterwards, i inhale wildfire smoke and listen to the serene sounds of the data center built across the street. there’s a flock cam too recording it all
Just internalised how FUCKED it is that CPTSD can cause presence and safety to feel SO fundamentally entangled with the expectation that danger and pain will occur unexpectedly, and feel worse as a result, that the brain just decides it’s better to stay *PERPETUALLY dissociated*.
"i hate all men except mine" what makes you think he's the exception what makes u think he is not actively profiting off the structures that oppress you like you don't have to pretend to hate men when u clearly don't it's not a trend it's okay!!