𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜

—— ꩜ ┊dx ana-b/p┊sbmi 30.1 ┊ lbmi 12.5┊ ꩜ ——priv ➸ @4lmondpriv

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐬 — ꩜
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• . ꩜ ᴀɴ ᴇᴅᴛᴡᴛ ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅ ꩜ . •
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[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Ik I’m getting desperate when I actually was considering s3ll!ng all my tips/tricks I used to get from bmi 30 to 12 😭🤘🏻

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

🕷️🖤

(old bc)

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

I miss it every single day 🖤 I’ll get it back

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

I’m fcked over today cause I just found out I lost my last funds fml :,0 anyways wish me luck having to walk in -3°C + frozen rain bc I can’t afford a cab yayyy 🤘🏻

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

@luliawasabi Lawd knows the stuff on those cards will sure make you a jolly fellow

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Guys what should I name my room for inpatient ‼️ so far I’ve got “the den of despair” , “the batch pad” and “hells waiting room”

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Little miss ripped tights and chokers 🖤

(Old bc)

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

@unicornca1s It’s by far one of the most stressful & helpless situations I’ve been in that isn’t self inflicted but I have a will to fight my way out of it ♥️ thank u for your comment mootie, it came at a rlly needed time and is rlly appreciated ❤️‍🩹

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

I no longer value or care for my physical safety ,, I’m struggling so hard to just stay alive and afloat with no savings that I don’t even care what happens to me anymore. I’m so, so tired of this and I truly don’t feel like I have anything left in me to fight

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Almost there….. ⁽⁽(੭ •̀Д•́ )੭ .ᐟ .ᐟ

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Fighting to stay alive for a life that i barely am clinging to right now but I just gotta remember that it can and will get better if I really put in the effort

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

@deletingfat Not medically cleared to work just yet but I am trying to sell art coms and I do sell n\/des

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Anyone know what I can do to make/earn 200$ so I can afford some medical assessments that my insurance won’t cover? :c

Idc what I have to do to earn it. I really need to have these tests done so I can be put in the therapy program I need 🫡

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Scrolling through 3dtwt at 2am to trigger myself > sleeping 8h

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Posting this to remind myself no matter how frustrated or desperate I am to make enough to get by, I won’t ever cvt myself or risk my life, even if I’m at the end of my rope.

I won’t put my family and loved ones through that again. I will not destroy myself❤️‍🩹

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

Reposting this because my situation went from bad to worse. Woke up in the hospital yesterday and was almost sectioned because they thought I was trying to kms. Idc what I have to sell anymore but I don’t care :( I have to survive

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

‼️Emergency Donation Post‼️

I officially am in debt for emergency loans and am VERY terrified of owing more & more and I don’t know what to do but
Ask for help… Idc if it’s 1$ or 20$, anything helps.

I have a p4yp4l & can send it in Dms so please reply if you’re able to help

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

I wish I could explain the helplessness I can’t seem to shake off lately..

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

@walkingJ244 Send me a msg!! I have some ideas brewing:)

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

My account is so dead I don’t even have any hope of this getting any help.

I don’t know what else to do anymore. I don’t want to go through this anymore

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

I’ve reached the point of approaching financial bankruptcy that I’m rlly either gonna start s3lling f00t pics or internet sc4mmers 🤘🏻

[𝐀𝐢𝐝𝐚 — ꩜ @4lmondcookie]

‼️Emergency Donation Post‼️

I officially am in debt for emergency loans and am VERY terrified of owing more & more and I don’t know what to do but
Ask for help… Idc if it’s 1$ or 20$, anything helps.

I have a p4yp4l & can send it in Dms so please reply if you’re able to help