i do NOT have cptsd. it is for NORMAL and VALID reasons that i feel free and comfortable and loved in her presence but then as soon as we’re not together i feel like i can’t message her unless it’s super important bc what if she’s busy or she thinks i’m annoying or clingy or bori
Despite the nudity, the pool scene never feels like fanservice. It’s two teenagers who were robbed of a normal childhood, finally getting to experience a small piece of it together. For just a little while, they weren’t weapons or pawns. They could just be Denji and Reze.
my problem is when I like someone, I immediately go too hard. I'm too available, too generous, too loyal, too caring, too reliable. that's my issue, I always love the way I want to be loved in the hope that it will be the same
slow-burn friends to lovers has never missed. the lingering looks when the other person is not paying attention? incredible. the witty banter? elite. the subtle jealousy? perfection. and do not even get me started on the moment they finally confess their feelings.
just a reminder: if someone makes u feel like ur possibly their second choice, u ARE. do not settle for anyone or anything that makes u feel like u aren’t an undeniable/instant “yes” every time… bc the right ppl for u will ALWAYS choose u, without hesitation, i promise u that.