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私わメレンコリッく。

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@priyatonin here before the hit

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@slashedhalo hey its me its verity

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@Osakaflower02 spotify release lin please lin please please please

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a shit that has been lodged up for a few days has just entered i think this is the first time in a new years my butthole is actually catching a breath

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i'm shitting my guts out from crying so much

is it really worth it

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i don't think i can handle another failure... to my friends, family or education. i don't know what i would do.

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i could've done something up until the end... at the least. maybe a hi? a hello? a check in. i didn't even do that because i'm too selfish of a person.

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i thought it wouldn't happen twice, but now they're both gone. i could've been more support. i could've just not stepped away so easily, right? it's already too late. atleast that's what i thought. almost three months have passed, but i didn't find out even a week ago.

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i could've atleast tried a bit harder instead of just completely giving up after a few times....

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god i'm so fucking retarded. whats wrong with me?

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i'm genuinely so lost right now. i'm sorry. i thought they were just mad at me, i didn't expect them to actually commit suicide.

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i'm just gonna go for a while because i'm not the best at. yeah i just wanted to atleast give some context.....

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the person who first got me into brawl stars actually killed themselves and i don't really know how to feel

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besides that i'm a 1:1 copy of my dad lmfaoooo

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the only thing i got from my mum was freckles, allergies and EXTREMELY BAD PERIOD PAIN????? I GET DIHERREA EVERY FUCKING TIME AND IM SO SICK OF IT

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@meowdotnet yk how it was announced. you should get the miguel coco 2 fade instead

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@moeaurii turkish — "ingliz" but this is deadass what people call me. more than my real name

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@moeaurii english 💔

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@meowdotnet did you book it child