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Look at Steven’s face 😭😭😭🥺💕

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RPF 4 Year Anniversary Giveaway https://t.co/iRvWzITY2n

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Goddamn I kinda miss being 17 & out of my fucking mind about 5sos.
I’m 28, married, & pregnant with my 2nd child, which is equally as exciting/exhausting, but without the traveling adventures/sleeping on the street outside a hotel & feeling important to my twitter followers 😂

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Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve been on here.
Update: life as a 27 year old who works full time while also being a full time mom is crazy. Anyways, here’s some pics of Archer

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I just want to feel ok

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2 weeks from today until I get half of my floral sleeve done 🥺❤️ it’s been so long since I’ve had the chance to get tattooed

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Lmao when you see @calum5sos at @sadsummerfest
(Didn’t wanna bug him for a pic though)

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So I ended up giving myself a birthday present early. Ya girl got antidepressants 😂
I don’t want to tell my husband yet bc I want to see if he notices a difference in me once I’ve taken them for at least a few weeks. Here’s to hoping I can be a normal fucking person

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Also all I want for my birthday is to be left alone for at least 6 hours so I can cry & deal with a large, overdue anxiety attack about how much I hate myself.
It’d probably be a little more beneficial if someone got me antidepressants & weight-loss pills but you get what you get

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The ✨best✨ part about being a mom is how much you get forgotten, everyone seems to think staying at home with the baby is a vacation from work so why should you be tired, no one actually hears what you say, & every piece of your “old life” never returns. It’s wonderful 🙃🙃🙃

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Steven hasn’t seen these yet but his funny gift for Father’s Day FINALLY arrived & they’re so fucking funny

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@JaidynShawnae You’re so sweet! Thank you for this 😭❤️❤️

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I can’t believe how skinny & hot I used to be. Body dysmorphia ruined me every day & no matter what weight I was at, it was never thin enough.
Now, almost 10 weeks postpartum, I wish I was this. I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been (not pregnant) with the lowest self confidence. +

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chapter of life involving a child & a new gym routine. I’m hoping this long multi-tweet will help hold me accountable on the days it gets hard. I’ve got 100lbs to lose & I’ll be so thankful when it’s gone. 🤞

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thanks to stretchmarks & even wider hips, but I’m determined to get as close to the old me as possible. I miss her looks. I miss her general happiness. I miss her wardrobe. And I miss her fun, carefree, & engaged relationship she had with the love of her life. Here’s to a new +

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We finally got our taxes done today and we’re getting back like $8600 this year thanks to our solar so now we’re both discussing what tattoos we’re gonna get with it and planning a date night at Chili’s since we’ll “have money now” 😂
Priorities? Sure.

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My husband got us tickets, I’m so stoked 🥺😭💕💕

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We’re crying happy tears and Sad Summer Tears™️ all at the same time, @SadSummerFest is happening at last!!! Words can’t even describe how excited we are to get back on stage and rage with ya’ll!

Tickets are ON SALE NOW at https://t.co/OIcEJK3lpp

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Happy 1st Mother’s Day to me!
Archer slept 7 hours straight, he finally became unconstipated (aka mama’s got shit fingers), my 1st postpartum period started, and I might wear jeans today for the first time in probably a year 🥴🥴
It’s going to be an interesting day.

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When you realize it’s your first Mother’s Day this weekend as an actual mom, but it’s just another day that you share with people.
Lmao I don’t think I’ll ever know what having a special day for myself will be like as an adult.