Ella edtwt

18 she/her in recovery ❤️‍🩹

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

@hrubya_ only letting myself eat one chocolate a day and that was the only thing i was allowed to eat in a day. from december to january i only ate one chocolate a day and i 30lbs in a month

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i’ve been inactive because i’m at a ed program because i was too “unhealthy” my doctor says but i’m only here until the 27th

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i smashed my scale.

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i’m 111 days clean from selfharm!! (as in non ed related sh)

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

they’re upping my calories 2 levels. right now i’m at 1800cals and i’m going up a lot

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

guess who’s lost 3kg since the start of ed treatment? meee!! i’m happy but also annoyed because they’re upping my calories more.

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

huh. pretty right but like i don’t really binge much and haven’t since june i think

[ferb ᡣ𐭩 @miffyoats]

໒꒱ ୨୧ this or that food poll
cookies edition for my fellow cookie obsessive lovers

a thread for edtwt ೀ
♡ / ↺ appreciated

[ligia ★ @ligiavsx]

i hate eating

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

my evening snack was 380 cals. i’m literally gonna cry.😭

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i just had to ensure 420calories and they gave me the whole bottle of ensure and i cried

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

@xanaxnap thanks

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

guess who has to take their apple watch off and not wear it until i can use it healthily?! meeee!! i keep tracking my steps and shit and my ed program doesn’t want me over exercising

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

my puppy got her bows today!!

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

guys most of the girls at the ed program i’m in are really nice and are aware of what’s triggering and what’s not but there’s this one girl that does really get triggers and doesn’t understand how much it can effect a person.

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

my dr and dietitian are not gonna be happy because i’ve lost 5lbs since starting this treatment and it’s only been 4 days!

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

@vilegvtz moots??

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i love hiding things from everyone i know and than forgetting about it and than remembering it a year later and having a panic attack over it. i lived in a detox/group home for a week and was treated like a fucking psychopath

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

#TikTok https://t.co/4892Eci0p6

[Ella edtwt @5tarvingfl]

i was just given a full ensure for the first time at treatment because i didn’t like my meal and it’s really fucking me up because it’s 300cals