you don’t realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once
Youtube used to have something of a genuine "video essayist" community, at least an hour-long deep dives into some topic with a truly original take, and now any idiot with mic just does these weekly recaps of whatever dumb thing is trending on tiktok and in a gaping drawling mouth explains why this is heckin problemaaaaaaaaaatic