Dea

22, She/Her, Dea is my name 🏳️‍⚧️🇦🇺 18+, I love my wife @Shaulaaaaaaa She’s dead, I can’t wait to join her (may be dead), you're better than me!

[Dea @6_dea_9]

Lots of new people very quickly so I’ll introduce myself, my wife (legally married) died, I am de(a)pressed, I post very pathetic things as I am sad and delusional, I dislike being seen! You’re all terrifying, and it makes me shake very hard! I love my dead wife very much <3

[Dea @6_dea_9]

y'know it gets real hard to stay in character sometimes, it's hard to do a lot of things, I try my best to not seem insane but I feel like screaming, at people, at myself, I don't feel like shutting up, but I do shut myself up, but I still talk so much.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

Starting to feel really really sleepy, but I have to stay awake in order to get my blood tested, I assure you no food and 4 hours of sleep is exactly what you should be doing before a blood test. I wanna cry, i hate my life.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

do you think getting my blood drawn without having eaten any food would be a good idea... or a great idea, cause really I can't decide

[Dea @6_dea_9]

this is the like first time since i was a kid i've drawn myself and it's like really embarrassing to do, i don't know how to draw! don't laugh at me!

[Dea @6_dea_9]

Don't make fun of my poor drawing skills!

[Dea @6_dea_9]

Okay you get another cause it doesn’t look like i have any boobs in that photo and it makes me a lil’ sad, I have at least AAA cups…

[Dea @6_dea_9]

A singular onesie pic is all you shall get

[Dea @6_dea_9]

my body is like so incredibly tired, but my mind is running as usual, sparks zapping everywhere but my body is just dead weight.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

I have pics of me in my onesie but idk if I look cute and it’s embarrassing to post that if I don’t look cute.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

I need a panel of 100 experts to see whether I’m insane for thinking my butt is small.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

I keep dropping my phone on myself, life is too hard, when it drops on my face I pout, rude phone, it should be nicer to me.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

It is very strange that my bpm is now back to the 60bpm range, like I’ve had 100bpm for months and now just cause I’m not eating well it’s like what used to be normal for me, it’s kinda awesome not having this loud thumping noise anymore though.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

Liking art that has captions in a completely different language and just going “I assume they’re probably saying something cool” is silly, I do it all the time.

[Dea @6_dea_9]

I think I’m just really tired

[Dea @6_dea_9]

It’s normal for a heart to very painfully skip a beat and make you very tired right… that seems normal, it must be…

[Dea @6_dea_9]

I’ll never forget someone at my graduation telling me “you look like freddie mercury if he was gay and died of aids”

[Dea @6_dea_9]

you're so lucky I spare you all from the million posts that go through my brain, also i yawned just now while writing this and forgot the rest of this post but it sounded like a squeaky toy, why am i a squeaky toy, why do i always squeak

[Dea @6_dea_9]

my limbs do not have the materials required to sustain my shakiness from the cold so basically I start shaking and it hurts and then it hurts more and then owwwww, I should be in bed scrolling twitter instead of at my pc scrolling twitter

[Dea @6_dea_9]

why does my whole body hurt, who did this, why am i aching everywhere, i feel like i walked way too far and my body was unprepared.