My faultt, my faulttt, iyaaaa my fault... maaf ya kalau kalian aslinya ternyata memang terbebani, aku minta maaf, but i cant help it tho.... kalian julurin tangan, i thought that a good sign from me to trust someone again but at the end of the day its my fault, im sorry...
iโm not where i want to be yet.
still figuring things out,
still learning how to be okay.
but iโm here.
and maybe, for nowโฆ
thatโs more than enough hihi ๐ค
hallo elโ 230326
Happy birthday ya, its late haha i knoww...
i donโt really know where to start.
this year felt longer than it should have been. like i lived through too many versions of myself
in such a short amount of time.
there were days i woke up feeling okay..
so today, i just want to say thank you,
to myself.
for surviving the days i thought i wouldnโt.
for holding on, even when it felt pointless.
for being soft in a world that made me feel like i shouldnโt be.