So I guess I do know what’s best for me, and it’s only for me, not for anyone. Don’t follow easy advice and words just to make me feel better. Yes, they are useless.
Just had the longest convo with my boss, main takeaways: resilience. 8 weeks ran by fast, like yesterday marked the worst day and next day turns out okay. I spent time drowning in sadness, then realized nothing is going to change facts, only actions.
From time to time, there’s this voice that told me to be easy on myself, don’t be this intense and all extra. I listened, and it sucked. I shouldn’t follow a basic quality just because that’s what people do, then it is just ordinary and I hate ordinary.
Basic concepts, but hard to realize. I did hate myself and spent time regretting things undone or done too much. People say try ur best but honestly sometimes I don’t even know what’s best for me.
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