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❤️left for better ily all get the help you may need

[💭 @86vdjt]

damn its been a minute, but i'm gonna never come back probably
I got better, did better with myself and actually got myself to the point I'm kinda a new person and i'm completely disgusted with my past self

I have a new friend group, a new social life, new everything. I dont think i'll ever come back and if I do i'm going to stay getting help instead of bottling it like i did before. I learnt through a lot of trial and error along with a lot of wrong doings which I still fully take accountability that sometimes you just have to take a break and reset yourself

I hope everyone here gets better and find the help you need
ray out for the last time!!

[💭 @86vdjt]

icl i may be abandoning this acc n jst use a diff one bc i am paranoid abt this one🥹

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theoretically my dad told me i should just give up and hey..TECHNICALLY that means i can actually give up and kill myself

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my parents r about to catch my lifeless body in the near future

[sae 🫧 is doing her lc?! @iams0verylonely]

i don’t have an ed btw i’m wannarexic with no self control

[💭 @86vdjt]

@willow134606 absolute peak🥹✌️
high risk high reward

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cutting on my arms is a real obsession and I need to entertain it

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🥹i wanna cut my arm but cleaning will b impossible bc i wanna cry my eyes out everytime my sleeves r down while i clean

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all My reposts r csm THIS ISNT FUNNY

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KAY I AM OKAY AGAIN
i think i just purged so much one day that it fucked my whole body up and now we basically back (still cant do a FEEW thingd snd my attention span is cooked rn but it okay)

[💭 @86vdjt]

accepting my fate andlistening to this bc peak scene an dmusic

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my fav flavor and energy brand..

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my stomach is bubbling after taking ny pills kay love life 🥹
literally i Cant think today and im slow and my body hurts and my stomach hurts and js bubbling

[💭 @86vdjt]

kay Alive again hi
hate school and ppl may knkw jm bulimic today but idgaf anymore atp
my glands are swollen to hell and puke is on my pants and I Didn't have the time to get it off and now i'm Stressed
i ahte purging in the morning

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o need to stop b/ping but everytime i do it keeps reminding me of this bc im b/ping a bunch of shit and my stomach still hasnt ripped (probably is soon)

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b/ped whole loaf peanutbutter sandwiches, 2 cheesesticks, pumpkin pie (whole thing)

[💭 @86vdjt]

𝜗⠀ FASTING ACCOUNTABILITY⠀˙ ♱◞ ྀི
︵︵𓈒 #EDTWT 𝜚˙˖

[💭 @86vdjt]

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the start — i'm fasting till i cant and i will be purging EVERYTHING that i've been given, not stuff i wanna eat then purge

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i Cannot wait to get into college its not even funny like i Want to get into my dorm and leave this shithold of a house🥹✌️
i fear j am tired of being practically tortured everyday

[💭 @86vdjt]

i Lost My Blades
im gonna go Insane I Just Got New Ones

[livi ⸝⸝🎐 @marthurss]

the concept of playing red dead redemption and skipping the cutscenes

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just ripped a piece off my tongue i fear i have gotten worse and yk what j'll take it