You are in a gathering quiet and just observing and someone sees hostility and being judgemental in your sober mood then you open your mouth and talk and all of a sudden you are a devil, can't believe we've been raised to see life from that dark perspective...
Noboy cares, no one is going to give you free passage to the top, you got to fight with all your might and scream from the top of your voice when everything is choking you it is just a cold world out there...