being an artist sucks bc i want to create something that moves people and sends a message that’s important to me to share but i don’t feel smart enough to do that
but i also just wish to be able to create without it having to have any greater goal or meaning and just for fun
Given the new information, I think Ivan's resentment will play a big part in his "descent into darkness". Imo it's one of my favorite aspects of his character and what makes him so nuanced and human, even if people are often afraid to mention that fact because it could come +