clovis

TX. gay: she/they. @weapxngxrl is my gal. force of will.

[clovis @90spetunia]

healing my inner child with my soulmate when we went to the brewery earlier

[clovis @90spetunia]

broke my 4 month silence on this app just to depression tweet in the middle of the night, but my mental health is totally fine right

[clovis @90spetunia]

genuinely just don't know what to do anymore

[clovis @90spetunia]

my favorite italian cafe. on the heated patio that is lit by twinkle lights. got girl dinner (espresso martini, cacio e pepe, parm truffle fries, caesar salad). party 4 u by charli xcx is playing. and the tears just started falling. what a magically sad movie-esque moment for me.

[clovis @90spetunia]

WITH NACHO FRIESSSSSS

[clovis @90spetunia]

starting the beginning of this week with a 102 fever and ending it with my beautiful ethereal divine quesarito back at taco bell

life is worth living

[clovis @90spetunia]

those who follow me on tiktok have seen the NUMEROUS quesarito edits i've reposted waiting for this day

[clovis @90spetunia]

starting the beginning of this week with a 102 fever and ending it with my beautiful ethereal divine quesarito back at taco bell

life is worth living

[clovis @90spetunia]

was gonna start using the TL as my diary but its already pathetic enough that ive been sitting on my living room floor sobbing over anyone that isnt my wife. only thing i have to say is the worst part abt being forgiving is when i cant justify forgiving u anymore for my own sake

[clovis @90spetunia]

almost got stung by a bee in the car and i'm really glad i didn't cause potentially having a near death experience in a month that i already hate is SO unnecessary

[clovis @90spetunia]

it started hailing on me while putting air in our tire, do not say anything about the fact that i look like a wet dog when i get to wrecking ball

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lot of people who don't have divorced parents calling this one over-acting

[clovis @90spetunia]

if i didnt hold it in and just let myself go stupid w every valid reason ive got just this past month, i wouldnt be able to type rn. bitches cant even spell crashout bc i actually HATE the crazy wired into me, one day ill let it rip & itll ruin everything so i bury it everyday

[clovis @90spetunia]

i always end up being told im too much or too emotional, but being so fr if some of yall had the baggage i carry for a single day your spine would fucking snap. the fact i even get out of bed everyday only to be knocked to the ground over & over would fold yall like a lawn chair

[clovis @90spetunia]

def love being blindsided abt what a shit job im doing at keeping it together & how it "affects the team" when ive lived in fight or flight for YEARS. being an adult sux no matter what but dont act like u wouldnt be jaded if shit never goes right & ur begging for an inch of slack

[clovis @90spetunia]

everyone go check on zach, ace frehley died

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i have literally nothing left in the tank and the realization of that this morning made me have the crash out i had been desperately trying to avoid after my birthday, and i haven't even gotten to the full extent of the grief that october brings every year. i hate this month fr

[clovis @90spetunia]

as much as it is hell to navigate anything rn its kinda cool that grapevine mills is literally packed, people are going to the mall again 🥲

[clovis @90spetunia]

@soulxpnk omg we're going this week! riv loves that movie