The key to success even after being successful. Is never realizing that you are successful. Always act and think like you are still broke. My hunger never dies. I still stress like I’m broke. Never satisfied. Why should I be ? Is my family and bloodline retired? No.
I have always bet on myself, and I’ve always won. Maybe not right away, or tomorrow. But I will always have the final shot. If I say I’m going to do something. There is no doubt in my mind I will achieve it. I’m wired differently.
I already hit average a long time ago. Fuck that. I want the next level. I want fuck you money. I have everything on the line. I am all in. This isn’t even for me. It’s for my future family.
You have no clue how close I am. I will reach my goals. Today I am worth in the negatives. I just laugh honestly at this point. I am numb to everything. Things I use to care so much about don’t matter to me anymore. I will win. I have a mental illness. I won’t give up.
I will never let anyone hold my future. I call the shots. I am in full control of all outcomes. Don’t ever underestimate me. I can only take so much before I blow up.
My advice for people, if I were to do everything all over again. Connection is key. Make as many connections as possible. Keep a balance of partying and studying. Both are equally important. Knowing people and being social is just as important as getting good grades.