Infinitely

Feeling Journal.

[Infinitely @913th_]

Let me hold you, and you hold me back tighter, let me see you one time 😫😫😫

[Infinitely @913th_]

The saddest part is that my parents will have it their way…at the end…their way.
What they wanted for me will happen. Not what I wanted for myself😩you proved them right. Why? WHY😫

Why didn’t you come back? I love you.What do I do now? I don’t even wanna live without you😫😫

[Infinitely @913th_]

The saddest part is no will ever understand me, or know me, or know about me as you do.

I wanted you.
I wanted it to be you.
Just you and me.

I don’t want anything, or anyone just you😩😩😩😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I wanna call you babe.
I want to lay in our home in bed, and cuddle with you. I wanna hold hands and walk by the water. I wanna make dinner so we can have a date at home. I wanna make lunch for you to take to work. I wanna travel with you.
I want to have your baby.
Fuck😩😩😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

That fucking bitch can go to fucking hell and die.

It was supposed to be us, why😩 why did you ruin everything for us?
If you loved me then why??tell me😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

I miss you 😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

You were my home, and you burned it😫😭 fml. I want to see you i want you to text me😭I wanted to give you everything. Please 😩😩😩😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

In a movie they said, “tell you love me, and I’ll forgive you for everything.” 😩😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I can’t take it anymore I just want to disappear I can’t take this anymore I fucking hate this😩😩😭
I want to move where no one will find me. No one will know my name, my face. Where no one can ever get in contact with me😭
You left me and I have to live with it I hate you😫😫😫

[Infinitely @913th_]

😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

I miss the way you hold me, I miss being in your arms, I miss your body scent, I miss the way you say my name😩😩
I’m not kidding when I say my doors are open and I’ll come, just come and I’ll go with you I swear 😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I wish you would say something. Something I wanna hear😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

At the end of good and bad I want to be in your arms 😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

My dad made me cry today. I walked away, went to my room, opened your picture and cried more because you’re not here for me. But also opened your picture to calm myself down from shaking immensely. You’re my ruin and my calm😩😩😩.

[Infinitely @913th_]

You don’t know how bad it hurts when I can’t come to you when I have small exciting news, or something bad that’s hurting me. I wanted it to be you😩😩I wanted to share everything with you, there’s no one else, I want to turn too. It hurts. 😭😭😩

[Infinitely @913th_]

I’m not good, I’m not doing good. I miss you. I miss you. I want you to come pick me up and take me away. I want you to tell me you miss me and that you yearn for me. Let me just love you 😩😩😩😭😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

Let me see you again😩😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I want u to text me😩 tell me u love me Tell me u fucked up. Tell me the unsaid words left in your thoughts. Tell me u miss me. Tell me u yearn for me😩Tell me you’ll leave everything behind and we’ll go far away. I’ll take care of you 😩😭😭tell me once and I’ll be besides you😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I wish you would’ve forgave me for the past and taken me back. I said I’m sorry, take me back. Let me be with you😭 there’s not a day I don’t miss you, not a day I don’t think of you. I miss you beyond words. I just want to be held in your arms for peace 😩I miss you so much😩😭

[Infinitely @913th_]

I just wanted you to see the pictures my posts. Why’d you leave. Why 😩