Mommy kissing me
Mommy hitting me
Mommy touching me
Mommy holding me
Mommy forcing me
Mommy shushing me
Mommy hurting me
Mommy pinning me
Mommy hugging me
Mommy taking me
Mommy scolding me
Mommy using me
Mommy loving me
big strong boys with big boy jobs that come home & immediately turn into a dumb babbling mess when theyre finally safe in their mamas arms again mmmnnnm :((
crawling to momma while your overwhelmed and spiraling. her putting you in a choke hold until you slip out of consciousness. coming to in her arms but being guided back to rest my head to fuzzy still. awawawawa some puppies need to be subdued for their own good
wishing for a momma, big sis, handler, owner who helps me with my negative thoughts around my masochism. I don’t know how to not feel just really invalid? like what has actually happened for me to deserve to want this. idk just shame and a want for a healthy outlet.
boy who gets excited when his date tells him she's a gamer, unaware that what this means is that he's going to spend most nights tied up beneath her desk, her unshaven pussy in his mouth as she makes them into a girlboss and malewife in The Sims until 2 in the morning
a service sub without an Owner is like a lost puppy that was blindfolded before being thrown out & also it has amnesia making it go insane with repeatedly thinking it might be home again but knowing it's probably been here before & is going in circles and nothing means anything.
but I am nothing without you. I have no purpose if not to serve you. I have no value if not as your property. I feel empty. I need you to feel complete. I need your love. I need your touch. I need your cruelty. I need it all. you are my light. I am lost without you. I need you.