Day 24 of my supposed to be 30-day water fast. 200 Pounds to 160.
To be real with y’all—I’m seconds away from calling it quits.
I don’t have a deep monologue for today. I just… don’t see the point in finishing the final 6 days right now. There’s a lot going on in my personal life I’m trying to sort through, and I keep wondering if eating again will help me feel more like me and give me the clarity to handle everything better.
Truthfully—I’m lost. I’ve lost the “why.” My reasoning and rationale went out the window.
One of the biggest challenges? I’m not living a busy, productive, or purposeful lifestyle right now. I’ve just had so much idle time… and when your days are full of silence, that voice gets louder: “F**k it. Let’s eat.”
I’m having a really, really hard time making this decision.
So I’m opening the floor to you. Let me know what you honestly think.
Should I finish it… or call it here?