what a privilege it is to have my heart be touched by my friends - that even when they’re not there they make their way in through sneaky thoughts 💭. .
when i see a bee or an otter. when i have a certain drink or treat. when i see a camera. when i see my glassware. . 🍋
life feels impossible when the only one u can do it for is yourself and theres no one to cheer u on and that u can share everything with. when everyone misunderstands you. all i hope is that one day all this pain goes away. i pray for it.
this past year has been one of
the hardest of my life. everyday i have to choose to lay down my grief of the life i never had, just to strive for an uncertain future. i learned so much this year and ive suffered so bad, but today i ran my first half marathon.
this battle has been uphill and never-ending and i have not had a break in this entire life. but today i am proud that i am strong despite all. despite how bad i feel every day. despite all the mistakes and failures.
@prestigenami hmm maybe but maybe its internally projecting pride also, but yeah definitely could just be liking continuity if its not accompanied by some petty thoughts 💭