Today, we had the absolute pleasure of meeting @KristenBell, who was hands down, the kindest human ever.
There truly never is a dull moment at Lancaster!
#LASD#AV411#myherowearsabadge
Weary. Impatiently waiting. Frustrated & misled. Danger & risk approach me in my rearview. Despair is looming. My pain is overwhelming. Shake off doom. Exhale pain. No need to wade. My muscles are fatigued. I fight to prosper. I cry and deflate. The lies win. Lost. I am lame.
Too many tears cried. My body & mind drained. Trying to talk myself out of bed. Too depressed to move. can’t eat. can’t sleep. can’t drink. can’t even binge watch. drained damsel detesting depression.
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PRAY ....... Like Nehemiah
OBEY ....... Like Daniel
LEAD ........ Like Moses
BUILD ....... Like Noah
FIGHT ....... Like David
SERVE ....... Like Martha
BELIEVE ..... Like Mary
EDUCATE ... Like Paul
PROTECT ... Like Peter
LOVE ........... Like JESUS
Can I get an “AMEN” ???
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Is jealousy a secondary emotion? What is the root of my pain? Inadequacy? Competition and failure? Or could it be this simple..... you mean so much to me.... nah.... jealous is selfish... but My desire to be with you isn’t diminished by this reality
This happened again... 1.5 years later. Why does this keep happening to me. I just want love and a bestie. Why do I keep going thru relational pain all at once 😭 why can’t I just fine the ONE? Why does everyone come and go in my life?
My bff and I and my bf and I broke up within the same month. It is not easy having two who are your world to having no one. Not sure how to cope. But my heart has broken twice this month 💔💔💔