Anaya Aeduval

Primal Wanderer

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[ً @holyaches]

how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone?

[ً @holyaches]

the tragedy of what could have been is nearly as crippling as what once was but can never be again.

[‍‍ ‍lu @whimsyfay]

the fact that i am constantly saying strange creepy and unpleasant things is just part of my charm

[rei @keptlaced]

y'all romanticise yearning but i genuinely feel like my soul is being ripped from my chest

[࣪ ⟢˘ ᅟ 𝖔͟de ᅟ to ᅟ the ᅟ ‍𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬. ‍ ‍ᅟ @godabhor]

i want you. i want to be cradled into the cathedral arches of your ribcage / sheltered within ivory reliquary, tangled in your scarlet cartography ﹠ made embalmed next to your heart, your rhythm.

[▫️ @ieririr]

#Phaistelle

[⛧ @vimpirerose]

and if ur thinking of me, i’m probably thinking of u

[ً @holyaches]

'in another life'， but why not this one? why not now?

[ً @holyaches]

your name is safe in my mouth——your heart too， tendons twined around my tongue， body cradled in the cage of my teeth. i will lock you up tight， in the space above my throat where even i cannot get you.

[ً @holyaches]

and they tell me you are evil and i answer: yes， i know.

[✨️nur✨️ cik tipah gila @hexblading]

Each time someone removes his makeup an angel loses its wings. He took time and effort to put his best face on for you and you want him at his most uncunt.

[ً @holyaches]

take me back. make me into someone who has never been done harm. go as far as you can. make me brand-new. no bruises. no scars.

[ً @holyaches]

blood will be spilled. i know it. let it be mine. not yours.

[ً @holyaches]

the world is happening in a room that i can't enter， life is happening in a gathering i am not invited to. being unwanted is a language i am fluent in.

[ً @holyaches]

i weep because you cannot save people. you can only love them.

[ً @holyaches]

i’ll be there no matter what. i’ll be there even if you don’t want to see me again. i’ll be there even if there’s nothing to gain. i can’t make up for what i did in the past... but i can do this much for you.