I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy ! I want a soft life because I’ve spent most of my life in survival mode ! My nervous system has been in fight or flight since childhood & now I’m choosing peace, softness & stability !
Unfortunately, I am a girl who takes words to heart ! So yes, I remember every little thing you said & it stuck with me, whether it was good or bad !
Free before 11… no money
Charlotte Russe… NO SHEIN.
Bar lines… no bottle girls.
Dance floors… no sections.
Green apple Ciroc… no Tito’s.
Club photographer… no instagram.
Short dresses… no coat.
I see why niggas don't like real bitches. I mean why step up when there's a loser ass bitch that'll accept you for the piece of shit you really are. I truly understand 😂
Ngl I immediately go silent when something upsets or hurts me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply just withdraw and try to process my emotions in private.