Stop using ChatGPT. Consult a local grandma…text your friend gc w/ a weird name…type ur problems into Reddit dot com…go to the library…pay a psychic…the ancient sources of wisdom…
This is actually how everything feels quite often when you have an open heart and accept that anything worthwhile requires risking humiliation. C'est la vie!
i do not have to be good i do not have to walk on my knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting i only have to let the soft animal of my body love what it loves
not to romanticize my spring early evening too much, but i have a blackberry sparkling water (in a wine glass) and am cooking italian while listening to a henry mancini record…