I found love the holidays even when I was talking to my friends there were only two people I actually enjoyed talking toβ¦ and kept talking to constantly and made me feel happy even for a lil while I appreciate them πππ
Over these school holidays Iβve never been more social yet lonely and utterly depressed at the same timeβ¦ I donβt get suicidal thoughts often but there coming back worse than ever and it scares me a lotβ¦ Iβm scared and Im starting to think Iβm gonna make it back up this timeβ¦