@animetv_jp Amazing. He's not a hero. He's a player. Happens to be able to do what no one should be able to do. Absolutely releasing the inner worst. Wow.
It's all bullshit anyway. Love from others will always be circumstantial. If I do this, than love me no more. But if you do this, I must forgive and move on.
I love only myself. My hatred for myself has become my love. A desire and urge to hate myself more than I can possible hate anyone else. Hate myself to the point my inner voice is just shrieking silent terrors. Sitting alone becomes a pass to lean into wanting death.
Fuck it to hell. Feelings and emotions. Respect or desires. Everything should be sent to hell. Nothing about myself or anything involving my essence should be given life. Life from God should not be wasted on the hellbound. Life of God belongs to the living. The beloved.
There are days like today. Days like today that remind me, how miserable I am. Every joyful moment is just that. A moment. A passing glimpse of what can or should or even could be....if only I was not me. A moment outside of my reality.
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We got some superb releases in 2022 from my favorite set of Power of the Elements to the 2022 Tins.
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