5 years ang hinintay ko bago ako nag-heal sa trauma na iniwan ng cheating.
This year, ipinagdasal ko na sana handa na ulit akong magmahal.
β¨Ibinigay ni Lord saβkin ang taong minahal ko ng buong buo na walang takot, walang reserba at puro totoo.
Ayokong gawin to Lord kasi nakakapagod na mag overthink and nakakatrigger ng anxiety but if this is what will save me from heartache, please guide me to do whatβs right. π₯²
This will be a long thread, but I hope someone out there can relate. π
For almost 4 years of working as a freelancer, I reached a point in my life where I realized that even when you love what you do, youβll still get tired. (1/15)
- I just wanted to share this because sometimes, we all need a reminder that itβs okay to pause. Itβs okay to take a step back. Itβs okay to start over. Losing something doesnβt always mean failure; sometimes itβs lifeβs way of clearing space for better things ahead. -
Now, what I feel is a mix of emotions: sadness, fear, but also relief. It feels like a heavy weight has finally been lifted off my chest. For the first time in a long while, I feel a little lighter. (15/15)
He was the first person who believed in me even without an experience, but I could no longer handle the micromanagement and the anxiety that came with it. There were even times I was yelled at during meetings. (13/15)
But I continue to pray and believe that new opportunities will come. On the brighter side, I took it as a sign, maybe itβs time to finally rest. To breathe. To spend time for myself and my family again. (11/15)