@SZukafu Relationships are not for everyone, but you wouldn't be who you are and wouldn't be where you are now if this didn't happened.
For your grandmother I hope she'll still be there to see you graduate but still she know you will do it and hardwork for it, she must be proud already.
@SZukafu Hey Zuka frankly I don't know what your going through but if you wanna talk about it mind giving a bit of context on what happened/what's the cause?
Either way try to take care of yourself.
@SZukafu Sleeping is literally require don't apologize for it
And for college you know why you decided to go to college again in the first place so no need to apologize especially for something you did for someone else.
So don't pressure yourself more than you should man.
Take care
@SZukafu messages so to resume it into something simple if you are reading this.
Take care of yourself and try even if a little to keep being passionate about being an artist, you are a great person.
@SZukafu the best for you, seing you happy or excited is pretty much all that matters to them. As me I support you because you are kind person, you being an artist is almost secondary.
Sorry about the rant I'm bad at expressing what I think with words it probably looks like a meaningless
@SZukafu That mindset can work but you are artist, a art made with passion in a great state of mind will always be better for both the artists and the viewers.