to show off.
Fast forward again; to 2025
I wanted to revamp Kidd becuase I felt he was now lost I. The mix of me trying to cater to everyone else feelings. I had spent countless days making a Wikipedia page just for Ash / Elise & Anthony to challenge it by saying I was copying them ( we also talked about it but it plays as well) I’ve been doing highly detailed backstories since new era wrestling when me, Quinn, xion, Kevin, Shem, Marisa moon, Dance in poetry had a website with our details and etc set up in a MySpace type style. So my delivery with caw has always been to keep that creativity alive for myself because that’s when I felt the most happiest with creating so to me that was a spit in the face because Ash I was the reason you were welcomed back into the community, after they CANCLED you for your journey with Enz. I was there, when you felt mistreated from valor wrestling and sent me a 18 minute video expressing that when you didn’t know me at all I listened. So for you to get this mean girl persona towards me I felt like shit. Then recently a idea was pitched to me because COh denied it, not because you genuinely wanted fame out or for it to grown, but it told me hey I couldn’t do it here so you my second choice little bitch. That was hurtful on paper. It didn’t add to the baggage I was already carrying.
So to save myself sometime instead of going fully into depth about every misunderstanding and encounter what caw is starting to feel like wasn’t fun for me.
But I left caw because I was in my head and a lot just started to feel overwhelming and I felt misunderstood while trying to be understood.
I felt under appreciated, I don’t like the politics, I didnt like how it made me feel when I navigated through the community, it felt like everyone had their own secret agenda and you never knew who was really trying to be your friend. I wasn’t ever invited to join other people’s moments ( galas, magazines, leagues, events, groups, chats) but I was forced to create my own space, and people took advantage of my platform but never asked me to be on there’s. Everyone went through cto/ fame at least once. But the only league to ask me to be apart was Valor wrestling and Lightning. ( which I turned down because I was defending a friend and didn’t want to work with azalea.) when I got asked to be apart TKS I was never used, I just had a graphic made so never got the full experience. When I finally FINALLY got into FAM, it was only to help them produce content with Tommy but none of them really talked to me, and I remember one of the giving me a back handed compliment by saying cto was the wcw to their wwe. Basically saying hey lil nigga your company ain’t that good. But I still took it on the chin cause it’s FAM HELLO? Lol but I had to leave after the Black Lives Matter incident and also couldn’t experience what it was like.
Whenever I did something creative someone would claim I was copying them ( but I knew that wasn’t the case but to keep peace) I’d change up then theyll take what I did, and the cycle would continue. Aubrie / Marcie shaded me for using a Sasha banks gif to Alani Mahaulu and for having orange hair ) but…. I showed her nothing but love. ( again not an attack) so after last year when I joined another community and they were so welcoming, the girls were flirting with me, they shared creative tips without anything f returned, everyone was therapeutic and nurturing, I just finally woke up and got the hint. caw wasn’t a space I’d thought I’d want to be in , I want happiness , good vibes and fun. when I was going through my issues no one noticed because I was portrayed as the strong one.
Life is already hard, I don’t need to make it harder, by always being on my toes. I felt like the main goal here was to knock me down, and it finally happened. So y’all got it. 👍
@BYOUTIMALIBU@SoThugnificent@FameWrestling
A message to the community: ( From Kidd Gucci / Traye )
Why I decided to finally leave. I’ll explain thoroughly and you can choose to understand or continue to misunderstand. Since arriving in caw I was introduce to this side of caw in 2014 because of Aniyah. Until she told me folks were on twitter supporting each-other, rping, and so forth I had no clue about this side. I was in private parties with my friends and on YouTube doing content. Which ( OTP / Stigma, And Inno help me get my foot through the door & known with a mv contest I got selected for ) Since then I’ve kept my loyalty to those people only ( in my party ) because the relationship / history was far more deeper than any connection through Twitter in my eyes. In the midst I would grow to create friendships and connections through some of the most complex people I’ve ever encountered. But fell in love with it because through my positivity / journey I would receive messages from people like Angel Warren who told me thank you for creating cto because it helps me through depression and it helped me forget anything wrong in my life. Nic virtue also told me he admired what we did and to keep going. And humbly of course, that made me feel like this might’ve been bigger than what I originally thought this was. So I kept the platform growing / rearranging my schedule to fit the needs. Fast forward, While being here I would encounter issues I had no control over, such as Marcela / Brandon & CIA attacking me on Christmas Day, people would join Kevin ( vixen ) and I’s party and spill their life to us, and we would feel bad and invite them into our space just for them to turn around and paint us as the bad guys or make a live video crying saying we was bullying them. ( But speaking for myself I never bullied anyone, I cry when kids die why would I do that? ) , Dante mcgregor who said the community and my league might go somewhere if I passed away. Superstars criticizing me before face textures was popular, because my caw was the “Pretty boy” they said he look like the gay version of Malachi, said I couldn’t sim, so I learned, so forth and so forth I played the game the way I thought it should be. Although some of my beliefs would be challenged within this community I still tried my hardest to see the good in people and tried my best to make those who crossed my way better.
Fast forward to 2020- 2021?
I opened up my first digital store in 2020 because a friend ( CJB ) told me to stop helping people for free then getting used , get money out of it ( i used to make Jordan’s and shoes and face textures for CJB, Ryan Swift, JB, Will Steele, JBM, and so many more. With nothinng asked in return. I’m a believer that if you help someone and you love them you don’t take pride in helping them, you don’t need to say I did that. That’s ugly, you step aside and let them have their moment … I was just happy my boys were happy. ) and me being highly respected customers slowly gravitated towards me from the support of my girl,( no matter how mad we are at eachother ) that’s my girl, my home skillet ( Carmasutra ) and a few other friends. My store was coming off the ground. I made wave textures for Ezra, I created for Jordan Richard’s, helped Atarian etc etc. when things took a shift here, was when I moved to Virginia for a job opportunity. They required me to work six days a week, 8-10 -12 hours a day. And I didn’t mind because the check on Friday was larger than anything I ever came across. ( I was feeling myself ), buying my friends tickets to come see me etc gifts, etc , back on point, during this time I received a commission from two girls by the name of toy-box & their friends . And they asked me to help create dresses and gears for their rumble they were doing. Me being nice and not fully aware of my own schedule said yes thinking I can handle it, as time went on I soon realized I couldn’t. But didn’t admit to it, they started
to feel scammed and they would come for me on Twitter saying things I found funny but also disrespectful like I drive a Honda, “that’s why you work a 9-5 and your proud of slavery”, just silly stuff I didn’t mind. Because last time I checked when do we shame a man for wanting to work? I thought that was the purpose, most women would die for a man like that, so I let them dig deeper. I had enough money to pay them all back but because they took things left I couldn’t find it in me to do so because of how disrespected I was at that time. As things cleared later on we then found ourselves to forgive each-other ( that’s not what this is about but it plays into my feelings)
2021
When things took a shift for me. I had a diva name Heiress she was the foreigner Russian related to vixen and her goal was to take her out because she was angry at her older sister for not being there, during FWE raganakkr. One of my gears I created for her was misunderstood. But I owned it and understood why it could’ve been offensive but it plays a part in how I see the community today. It was a red armband with a H on it but people misinterpreted it as a swastika. Upon this people took upon themselves to rage and voice their frustrations at me on Twitter. They would say hurtful comments such as I’m the reason for 9-11, I deserved to be called a nig*er, I deserved to be called a f-ggot, they searched up my Facebook and tried to call me poor. They blamed their relatives death on me. Sent me angry DM’s) Amongst so many other things and what made matters worse, it was from people I’ve grown to talk to over the years who knew my heart. ( I’ve never took participation in things such as calling brown sugar candy the N word, never attacked her for her appearance as she’s beautiful , never attacked anyone for being different, I never made fun of dead relatives or played any of the petty games this caw community offered. ) ( Im someone who’s goofy and ready for a good time. ) During this time it was only three people to ever defended me : those four being Kevin ( Vixen), Adriana / Tesla, Adam ( A friend I met through Ryan swift), who would message people silently and defended me and Rookie / Kylie Levaue ( someone who didn’t exactly really like me but she understood where my heart was. And until this day I still don’t know why) meanwhile those I’ve met, those I’ve built connections with through here, I don’t remember speaking out, everyone was just like hey that ain’t my problem And I get it because seeing that happen can be triggering for those involved or in general but man did I appreciate those who did because I wanted to die. What was silly to me is how Malachi asked us to commentate the event to take time away from his life he wanted a break from, and just wanted to help ( Malachi if you see this : we’re good now I’m just venting) when he and a guy named gaming commentated the event they praised the match and everyone’s gear in the hidden audio section that was cut out, but when everyone voiced their newly found anger, malachi turned his opinion and also joined in.
Since then I’ve made it my duty to contact everyone and apologize from Diego, to other people I never even knew of, we all made amends because I realized that was triggering for them. ( which also plays into why I can’t fully look at my timeline like I used to or my notifications because I’m remembered of all the hateful comments I received that day. So when People like Adriana / Tesla ( would say traye you act like you Beyonce, and you can’t reply it’s not that I can’t reply it’s because I ignore my notifications now. ) Fast forward again, I made a new caw that was inspired by Goldust and I was very proud of how he looked so I dropped a picture of him on the timeline and everyone attacked me yet AGAIN. No one admired the art behind it but they got triggered because he had hair below his belly button. They said that was weird and other things that were irrelevant to what I was trying
I think I am finally satisfied with Larissa. 😭😭 (credits to creators whose logos I used for the gear and cleavage texture, I don’t remember who but if it’s you pls comment 🫶🏽♥️. ) #WIP#WWE2K25
I think I am finally satisfied with Larissa. 😭😭 (credits to creators whose logos I used for the gear and cleavage texture, I don’t remember who but if it’s you pls comment 🫶🏽♥️. ) #WIP#WWE2K25
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