I feel blessed that I've found myself in being a mother; I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life being there for my daughter and putting her first
i saw a video of taylor swift talking about how people who struggle with addiction or mental health are quite literally doing their best every day and how everyone else has no idea the effort theyβve put into simply existing and it just hit. there are no pats on the back for fighting your own brain everyday, just expectations to be better.
With RJ's blessing and Blane's credit card, Addy and I are flying to VA to surprise my Grandma and meet up with my mom β€οΈβ€οΈ Grammy thinks she can vacation without us... see you Monday GRAMMY π
Starting the year a brother down but will be ending it with a daughter π₯² with one life ending another one begins. The loss of Luke will never heal but the love/joy our baby will bring will with immeasurable