@CDHlinux@parkingwing@Mappy6984 Your reality is based off of lust. As you grow older and mature, you will start to think more like an adult an adult that has kids and grandkids.
I was too in love with my sin to fully commit to Christ. Two years ago I went ALL IN for Jesus. Even though I still struggle with saying bad words from time to time, the Lord has dramatically improved my life. I am happier now than I have ever been in my life.