it hurts when you realize you've been mourning the same person for months while they're still alive, still around, just not there with you the way they used to be
I've never experienced a June this painful before. Usually, June heals a part of me, but this time it has torn me apart and buried me completely. I used this place to vent out things, but these days I don't even have the energy for that. That's how everything feels right now.