The only reason people think my sweetness is fake is because they use their whimsy as a weapon to do underhanded manipulative shit. Of course you didn't trust me. You thought I was like YOU.
I wanna marry into a funcional family... when they have cookouts, game nights, holiday dinners and bday parties...I wanna be able to go get breakfast with my mother in law & go shopping with their siblings. I don't want it to be just "US" I want a family that's oriented.
NOW ITS TIME TO TALK ABOUT THE REAL WORK!
Some people who paint their self to be perfect & happy on social media are the farthest from it. Those who are truly happy, don’t have to paint the picture! It’s either you see it or you don’t. I never been one to fold under pressure but when I stopped seeing ME and only saw instagram likes and comments when I looked in the mirror, I started folding like Sunday Laundry fresh out the dryer. As human, we’re not supposed to be privy to so many opinions or eyes on us. And while I don’t have it ALL figured out, I can say that I have SOME of it and what I figured out is that Life is so much easier when you stop caring about the validation of others, and that’s including family. The pressure is invisible and when you let go of it, your true personality comes out and you can finally heal. You will NEVER heal by trying to live up to others standards.
I know soooooooo many people including celebrities, content creators and normal every day folks who are also dealing with all of what I’ve been talking about, but are so afraid to be vulnerable, ask for help or share their story. and I totally understand why. BUT I’M NOT! Im not afraid anymore And I’m gonna speak up for all of those who probably can’t find their voice right now to be honest and say “hey im not okay”. If this is you and you are seeing this, I hope you know you are seen, heard & understood here. Welcome to the Army 🫶🏽
NEXT EPISODE DEC 7
Starting your life over isn’t just about cutting people off, leaving your ex or moving.
It’s also about looking in the mirror and recognizing the part you played in the cycle. You can’t heal without admitting the truth about yourself. It’s your responsibility to recognize it. No one else’s
As a woman who considers herself a powerhouse, I thought being a powerhouse meant being harsh & mean. simply because I was treated like trash as well before. But I didn’t realize that it took 2 to tango and chileeeee I was tango-ingggggg.
Until this man sat me down and set his boundaries. I never had a man do that EVER and honestly I wasn’t sure if I should be happy or offended by it? 🤔
I almost got offended because anger was my addiction. It was what I knew and how I kept myself going sometimes. I was angry at my past, at the men who had hurt me and used me, why should I be nice now?
But that connection was undeniable and It was time for me to make a choice….
WAS IT GONNA BE MY ANGER OR HIM? 💔
NEXT EPISODE: DEC 1st