You know…I think I know what my problem is. I know I’ll never be able to properly talk to/befriend who I’d like to. Be it because of impossibility or just because I’m not deserving. I dunno. Being me isn’t fun. I wish things would just stop
Starting to really dislike nighttime. Being stuck in my own head isn’t good for my head. Nor is catching another bug because of hospital visits 😓 God I feel like a wreck recently