Adda !

i may post things relating to SH/ED
“you don’t know how to listen, you just spazz out at me.”
I’m 14. respect your own boundaries

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

I will never be pretty with the body i currently have

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@Fishyyyeneko17 @soseriousirius Tally hall spotted

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how it feels being apart of #shtwt but hating gore

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@napakasolevus BROOO q_q

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@archivedsuicide Terribly unfortunate

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@napakasolevus You’re so scarspo eek,,, so so kewl !!!

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@archivedsuicide I don’t think it’s rude, no. And it makes perfect sense why you don’t want to

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@nooneknovvs Me

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@bibbie_won @Somesink Shut the fuck up

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@str4wbizzy HEHE YW!! STAY SAFE

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Wish she’d break up with me already. Not because I don’t love her, but I REALLY wanna kill myself

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I’m not fucking doing this tonight man

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Nothing ever seems to get better. I have to be the one to handle myself but I literally can’t. I’m crying so bad (no I’m not. That’s a lie. But I certainly feel like I might.)

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

I deserve to die
I give nothing to the world
Nothing at all.
I’m talentless
I act on impulse
I am a genuine idiot
Horrible social skills
I don’t learn from my mistakes
I deserve to be brought out back and shot

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

They don’t acknowledge the fact I got raped multiple times
Not that I got groomed by someone 20 years older than me
Not that I had a rough past that i literally can’t go into
Nothing
I’m sick of it
I wish it was okay for me to not be ok. But it’s not
It never will be okay

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

I’m gonna get ghost banned for this. Probably. Idk. I’ve posted a lot in the past few minutes. Seconds, even.

I hate the phrase “it’s ok to not be okay” because it seems it’s alright for EVERYONE ELSE but the SECOND I express any negative emotions I’m terrible

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Out of control even. Because I’m supposed to be chaotic and funny and unserious
Because I’m the friend everyone can come to when they need comfort
Because I don’t have any real problems
Nothing ever happens to me for me to feel bad

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

I hate everyone and above all I hate myself

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I guess that makes me a bad person. I mean, I already knew I was. But I guess that confirms it.

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I wish I could be happy with what I have. But I never am. I’m never satisfied

The longest stretch of time I’ve been happy is 4 weeks.
I’ll never fully be happy I think. I think I’m falling out of love too because I can’t handle myself properly.

[Adda ! @Addarawrrll]

Because I don’t think I care about any opinion. I don’t think anyone will ever get through to me for longer than an hour