Don’t fucking piss me off,what do you mean ,you don’t think ,you can make it ,that’s actually a joke ,you’ve come all this way ,you took so many risk to get this far ,you’ve told your family and friends ,you’ve been through shit ., got this far!!!! And you want to give up now, you’ve dreamed about this!!!! Twin
at this point , finish the job
The darker the night, the brighter the stars. Man isn’t born for happiness, he earns it through suffering. Your pain isn’t a dead end, it’s a proof you’re built for more. Lock in on your why, and there’s no how you can’t survive my g ✍🏽
I remember the exact feeling.
Staring at my screen.
Account at zero.
Months of work - gone.
I didn't want to look at a chart.
I didn't want to talk to anyone.
I just sat there questioning everything.
Was I even cut out for this?
Did I make a mistake pursuing this path?
Why would God let this happen?
That last question stayed with me for a while.
But here's what I've learned about God He doesn't waste pain.
Every loss has a lesson buried inside it
and He will not promote you past what you haven't learned yet.
So I sat with it.
And slowly I started to see it clearly.
I blew that account because I was greedy.
I blew that account because I had no discipline.
I blew that account because I thought I was ready for something I hadn't been prepared for yet.
The account didn't fail me.
I failed the test.
And God in His grace let me fail it privately
before it could cost me something much greater publicly.
That season broke something in me that needed to be broken.
The arrogance.
The impatience.
The belief that I could do this on my own strength.
I came back to that desk a different person.
Not because I found a better strategy.
Not because I found a better mentor.
But because I finally stopped trying to do it without God and started doing it with Him.
The blown account wasn't the end of my story.
It was the beginning of the real one.
If you're in that season right now - sitting in the loss, questioning everything
just know that God is not done with you.
He is preparing you.
Trust the process even when it hurts.