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Constantly ranting about what’s on my mind - not meant to hurt/offend peoples feeling 🥱

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I really pray so hard for both of us to get married next year or best this year but end of the month who knows better hehe

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this year birthday, i may enjoy it as my last year of being his girlfriend, hopefully next year birthday i will become his officially wife, aamin doakan ye hehe

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last year he gave me a promise ring as a birthday gift, this year just a simple and meaningful birthday gift (flowers/cake/shoes) which im really grateful..

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this year birthday alhamdulillah it was all good, though a bit sad because i cant celebrate on the actual day with Him but I get it hes busy with work which he made up and celebrated my birthday today hehe

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Hi, i forgot about having balloons every year here on my birthday which is yesterday.. sad that i missed it

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another note of bb, they said when a women acts like a baby/kid to their partner ertinya shes with a man and I AM ONE hehe, i dont know why but everytime with him I always get clingy with him hehe

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its october now, counting days until i dont know what to count.. to celebrate end of probation days? maybe? but i guess, hopefully i prayed for each day it gets it will get better and be better..

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end of september, means end of 1/3 of probation.. honestly it feels okay.. one time i am an administrator, one time im a secretary and another time im a cleaner 😬👍🏻

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told myself each day, please tahan until you’re okay…. cause right now my main priority is to save up for kawin (omg) and in order to do that i need to work and save money 😬

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its not just its an introvert kind of job, a bit scary because im alone at the office but its okay, i enjoyed it.. maybe because of how it gets so quiet and peaceful i guess

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two weeks in a new job, alhamdulillah everyday i learn new stuff.. coping up well… kadang bila nada work to do i watched movie while multitasking but all i can say im okay with this job

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hoping i got a job in september cause sis need to start saving money for kawin gais, doakan di permudahkan segala urusan for me and bb hehe

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im sorry if i haven’t talked or rant that much to this app, sis is forgetting that this is still existing.. plus i prefer this than threads (cause not everyone gonna reply this) while threads is fun to read

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august so far has been amazing, of course there were days that is sooo bad and just great but im lowkey praying and hoping that september will be good to me and for the remaining of the year..

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lowkey thinking what should i buy and do for upcoming anniversary, and at the same time im hoping its not too much.. bb, please appreciate my effort hehe

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happy one year anniversary, bb. tak sangka, dah setahun.. eventhough it’s not official (our official date is a month away from now) tapi dah setahun sejak 22/08/24. the date that youre the one yang ajak kita keluar on a date and it changes our life entirely..

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used to say matcha is not for me, tak pandai nak minum tapi tengok skrng? slowly cubaa and enjoying the drinks ye but im still gonna choose coffee and tea still hehe

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told bb and showed him that i bought another matcha from cbtl, confirmed dalam hati he be like start tah sudah addicting nya dengan matcha ni hehe

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i missed going out on a date with bb… 🥹