🌻Sunflower🌻

Peacefully overthinking

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

That moment when your instinct kicks in and tells you so this is all for that. Some things are not worth mentioning,but I still want to know the ending so bad. I pray for your well being. #unknownthriller

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

I am free now, so shouldn't dreams stop coming? Shouldn't I have something nice for the future too? Why should I cry in the morning grieving for you when I didn't know if it happens yet? Does telling you ease the guilt? Or just bringing back embarrassment?

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Funny thing is, they're trying to "help" you. But you just see the hidden flaws of the plan and play it along anyways.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

I'm posting this to remind myself, whatever I see in my dreams doesn't mean I'm responsible to tell everyone involved. I am just a person with no power to predict or change your future. It's like watching TV with gore episodes. But I am still sorry for not telling you earlier.😮‍💨

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Whatever happens to them, is not my responsibility, I took a hard way and too long to learn this. It's just a vision they said, but when it happens I suffer the guilt alone. Suppress the knowledge of others, praying not became true.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

"Why do you leave them quietly?"

Because when I was near they left me in the dark. My knowledge of other people's misfortune during that time is not control by me, It came suddenly and randomly. Sooner quite often. I cannot help anyone cheat their way out of misfits.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

I wonder how much she gets paid for calling me?🤔🤔🤔

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Depressed but drug free because of these guys. Thank you for making me believe I can still be better even a little. Love you🤗🤗🤗

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

On days my back hurts, I pray for your suffering triple from what I am suffering. I hate this thinking as it shows that I haven't moved on. But it brings comfort to my back that hasn't healed, so cursing you is not that bad.
#jgnsalahgunakuasa

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Bila kau redha dengan sesuatu, janganlah kau ikut nafsu. Kau tahu apa ending dia, jadi x perlu lukakan hati sesiapa lagi.
#latenightthoughts

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Okay, some shit still happens even if you're outside the system. So this tells me that I can avoid it if I remember the dreams and not helping/being kind is the way to go. Running event avoided so I guess that mission failed successfully.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Guess who's dejavu from the camp came out real today? Yes, that's me. Hahahahahah shit takutttt

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Reversi ni best doe, like it teaches you no matter how hard you and whatever happens you can't change the past. Jadi berdamailah dengan takdir. It makes you forget the past you hated and accepted it. It's a really good healing movie.
✨🩷✨

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Barai mimpi pelik2 ni, bagi aku rehat please😮‍💨🙃🥱🫩

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Now looking back kindness is not for all. Only for those who deserves/found it first. That is what service taught me. Thank you Mauri for always being there even when you're not available. I owe you one.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Hey Mauri, this is Conan. Remember when I found out about the water pipe behind our block? You told me if I wanted to keep quiet and keep it for ourselves or tell the others. I chose to tell the others because I thought that everyone deserves the water, equally.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

"Buktikan dekat diorg"

Ayat ni makan aku dalam, sebab kau sebenarnya berdendam. Sebab tu kau melawan takdir untuk buktikan dekat org lain. Kau lupa main focus adalah diri sendiri. So, aku nak tenang, x berdendam. Jadi aku xnk buktikan apa2. Sbb aku penat kot n aku nak happy2 je.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Instinct is a blessing in disguise.
Instinct is scary.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Kifarah Tuhan tu ada, jgn balas. Serah semua dekat Tuhan. Bak kata someone, "Yang bagi kau mimpi2 realiti tu dari Tuhan, jgn persoalkan kenapa, Kunfayakun. Doa je dekat Tuhan dan percaya dekat Dia, Dia buka hijab kau sikit untuk future sbb Dia sayang kau." Tugas kau jaga diri je.

[🌻Sunflower🌻 @AdlinaAzizul]

Every storyline of a dream is soo good lately