realizing the other person has already moved on, while you’re still the only one holding onto those feelings that’s the most painful state of all.
It makes you feel like an absolute stranger in your own life. You realize you were the only one genuinely loving, the only one building, and the only one hurting. while they easily started over with someone else like you were just a placeholder.
it's unfair how people who traumatize you get to move on and progress with their life so casually and carefree while you're healing and relearning all the basics just to feel human again..