Did you know that East Turkistan (colonial name Xinjiang) was an independent country that was annexed in 1884 by Imperial China? At that time, there were the British, Russian, and Ottoman empires that recognized this crime, which was not condemnable at the time.
When fire meets fire
Days of rain
Are now the scenery of far away land
Time for the blaze:
A pang of explosion
Intruding from soul’s deepest hell
This is true:
When my eyes meet yours
The truth speaks aloud silently
And there is no return ...
- Fatimah Seyyah
A MOONLIT HEART
I grew up, sun by sun
until they were crammed on the shelves, dusty
The old man still has the child’s sky, its darkness
and the heart is still lit by the moon
— Ahmatjan Osman
WHICH
It is that
that WHICH in every direction
in everywhere...
yet it doesn’t take the direction
or the place of anything
It is a pronoun without a noun
yet it is the origin of every name
No one can define it
nor can it define itself
for it has no self
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CONTEMPLATION OF A STRAW
Straw is worthless when it is a straw
When it burns, it is the fire we used to worship
Straw is profane as smoke and ash
yet it’s sacred as light and warmth
It burns to be
in the Being
It sacrifices for the profane and sacred
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This is what I insist on, but in another way: Any appeal to the Chinese occupation authorities in East Turkistan is tantamount to recognizing them and cooperating with them in some way.
Let’s be clear: there are people engaged in “Uyghur activism” whose clear aim is to downplay the severity by constantly appealing to the ccp as a legitimate government. This type of messaging & activity should be recognized for what it is: a subtle form of collaboration.
THE WHOLE STORY
Don't let your feet leave the ground
let your head touch the sky
Mother said after completing her story
This is the whole story
After my lifetime is almost over
and here I am:
the light wades in the mud
— Ahmatjan Osman
Ahmatjan Osman’s poems are full of jewels and wonders. As famous as he is, his identity as a poet is still a mystery and his poems are not well understood among Uyghurs. Let’s enjoy one of such poems from his early 20s.
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The poet
Ahmatjan Osman
@MamtiminAla Sigmund Freud divides the person into three: the id, the ego, and the superego. Plato also points to three: instinctive, emotional and mental strength. Is the ego you are talking about is one of these three?
SYNTHESIS
Flight is a thought of bird -
this is what the twig recalls
as I twigged looking up at the sky what I am
I am the near tree, the distant space, and the bird in between
— Ahmatjan Osman
just as a bird makes us perceive
what cannot be perceived
with its flight
the sky ...
When the truth is among us
we are capable of reflection or burning
⁃Ahmatjan Osman
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WHEN THE TRUTH IS AMONG US
Just as a painter makes us touch
what cannot be touched
with his colors
the light and the shadow ...
just as a poet makes us feel
what cannot be felt
with his words
the self and the silence ...
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