@AP Wow that's dumb. That's like punishing someone for having a beer with dinner. Cannabis is legal in most areas, including hers, and isn't performance enhancing.
U disrespect ur self when u beg someone for bare minimum things. Like affection, attention, love, support, reciprocation, etc. Don’t be doing that shit. Know ur worth at all times. Take a step back & fall back. Always return the same energy that u are given. Never do too much.