AjaxThePangolin

Twitch Affiliate| Happily engaged to my special fox 💙 @trissypuppy 💙| Gay | 29 |

[AjaxThePangolin @AjaxPangolin]

@fatpenguin2047 Absolutely!

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It absolutely tears me apart knowing I am absolutely no help in physically comforting the love of my life; knowing full well of the horse shit he is/has been put through.

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Tomorrow marks 5 years. 5 years since the day I woke up to finding my dads body. A sight I will never unsee. And a sound that occurred when I had tried to roll him onto his back to perform CPR.

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Batches. I once again confronted him at furality ultra and he blew it off. He is unreliable. He's a liar. A con artist. And all he does is wander around in new avatars day in and day out yet doesn't have the time to finish people's commission. DON'T GET COMMISSIONS FROM HIM.

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If anyone is planning on commissioning a person whos name is CosmicRay in VRChat. Don't. I paid for the commission a few years ago and never got a word until each time I confronted him.
"GPU died" "Power supply fried itself" "graphics card got fried and I do commissions in

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@Aztecross Now if only you could get @Gladd to stop hiding behind a keyboard and harassing @myelingames . Like it is so uncalled for and makes me no longer want to support a narcissist like Gladd. #boycottgladd

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I am happy to have such an amazing fiancé who makes every day an absolute treasure ❤️ Love you @TrissyPuppy

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@touyastiger Boston cream

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@DiceyWolf Hello from BC!

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Here's my last few weeks.
-Have seizure
-Speak to neurologist
-Get new meds that have a low chance of damaging or killing my liver/pancreas and need blood work frequently.
-Speak to neurologist about the results only to find out my chances went from low to moderate.
FML

[AjaxThePangolin @AjaxPangolin]

No one makes me feel more at ease than my loving partner @TrissyPuppy ❤️

[AjaxThePangolin @AjaxPangolin]

Here's how my day went.
-woke up to take dog out but had a seizure instead.
-collapsed backwards and hit my head on my floor.
-came to with my dog licking my face.
-texted mom to help me to ER.
-Tests done and have either a concussion or managed to bruise my brain.
FML

[AjaxThePangolin @AjaxPangolin]

Drunk post; I love my wonderful fiancé Trissy ND no one will stop me from sensing the rest of my life with him no matter what. Fuck the haters. I love him more than anything

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@BumbleBubBee You 2 got this! Will definitely be a new adventure for sure. An adventure you 2 can walk together with the little one! ^_^ Little one will be blessed to have such amazing parents. Supporting you 2 all the way!

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Valentine's day is probably the most obnoxious and miserable day of the year. Where everyone basically can flaunt how their spending it with their loved ones while others have to wallow in the fact their either single or alone.
Fuck valentine's day

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Every year around this date I end up unstable. The reason for that is I end up spending it alone no matter what. Either partner is too busy and doesn't want to acknowledge the day or I'm still alone; watching people around me happy and frolicking with their loved ones.

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@BumbleBubBee Super excited for the both of you! Definitely been a while and we should TOTES catch up when you finally get free time!

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@JTwusky Thats beach weather. ⛱️

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Now whether or not I can get ahold of my neurologist today or tomorrow will determine if I will have to stop taking the anti-depressants or if I will need to up my anti-convulsants. Epilepsy sucks and definitely needs more awareness and research.

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As a person who has to go about his everyday life worrying about when he could have a seizure at any moment of any day is a struggle. Stress, lack of sleep, depression, diets, etc. All of these are just some of the triggers. It isn't easy.

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The past few days since my anti-depressants were upped; I have had 6 seizures. All of which were tonic-clonic(grand mal) seizures. Being clustered like this isn't exactly the greatest thing to have happen.