Day by day I'm becoming very indifferent towards every aspect of my life.
I don't know wheather it's good or not
All I know is that I'm feeling some kind of subjection.
Like one can understand when kafka said
"I'm the bird in seach of a cage".
#ephemeral
I'm really discontended with my eccentricity.
I mean that each one of us is dealing with contradictory behaviour of one's, (alter ego)
Still managing to deceit the whole phenomenon of self by accepting one as true.
I know who I am but in reality it's much more complex.
#thought
What do you think about indian cinema .
In my opinion it's nothing but rubbish ..
Except some movies which are contradictory to audience applauses.
I do consider that people have different choices but what kind of choices are there blatantly objectifying women, teaching bigotry.
What make us responsible.
This question always make me wary of the very fundametnal question of existence.
Are we really responsible towards our actions or just following the flow.
Do we have option
If we have then why do we keep actin like some binding psycho.
There's always person who makes you feel like a heaven .
One who defines one's own langauge of love .
Sometimes it seems monotonous sometimes energizing.
But it holds a some essence that makes you feel alive and kicking.
#gumps
I'm infatuated with my alter ego, somewhere deep down narcissist, afraid of my otherself.lacking veracity of thoughts.
Pushing myself down to become a monster
I believe in things that are subjected to discard.Emotions feels very assertive.
There's a saying that ignorance is bliss.
But this bliss also comes with affliction.
You'll never be able to understand the complexities of life without facing the situation that frightens you more than anything.
Life is not just survival it's a experience.
#pianist
I hate conformism.
Ye,vo dimka falaana esa is hota h ,
esa toh sab krte hai,
Ynha esa hi hota hai
ladkiya, ladke , mard, aurte or budhe ese hi hote hai.(I hate such statements) These limits your capacity to think beyond this.
Be receptive to change.
Make your own judgements.
I'm controlled by the convolutional imagery that my mind creates every time it's finding a way out.
Everything looks insipid and monotonous
Disagreement becomes a threat
Conformity seems menancing
But there's an ultimate way to overcome it. that's control and full stop .
For the past two days I was scrolling through my instagram watched up 2 3 guys explaining life with the perspective of some western philosophers and advocating free and critical thinking.
Irony is that they're advocating free and critical thinking without using their own thinkin
We as a human being tend to observe hoaxing realities yet we do the same ..... either you want it or not... Nobody cares but everybody observe.. fuck this loophole, I'm tired of it now....
I can say, things are goin to be very catastrophic by the time passes.
#existentialism