Akiba Idol Emily

| INACTIVE | Official Twitter of the My-Pace Songstress of Dove City! Anison/denpa/eurobeat. @ASCAP member. Obsessed with idols, BEMANI, Aikatsu. ちょっと日本語は話せます。

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Okay, so I wanted to post this before Matsuricon since people are gonna start wondering. But yeah, I’m done.

Thread ahead, along with stuff that might seem self-hatey

[Mx. Aster Kanke || they/them @SOSICapSid]

Guys -- the first two chapters of #SYNESIRIS are now online!

That's right, I finally got off my butt and stopped being afraid.

SYNESIRIS is only posted on @archiveofourown -- comments and kudos are appreciated but not needed.

https://t.co/glcJ4YBQng

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Important announcement coming from @SOSICapSid tomorrow regarding something I promised you all.
I’m not active here anymore as it was not healthy for me, but I’ll probably retweet her posts on it.
Thank you.
Take care of yourselves. :)

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

So today is December 2nd. It’s the first day of Hanukkah! Happy Hanukkah to all who celebrate!

It’s also the first day I ever played as Timer, a year ago. So I guess today is a #SYNESIRIS day as well. A day full of celebrations.

I also get to see my partner today :)

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Me: Wow, it’s December, I can finally sleep now!
Also me: (sleeps for five hours and wakes up staring st her ceiling with Love Live music stuck in her head)

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

@SOSICapSid It happens. I’ll just be over here by myself, not doing anything :)

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

It’s the little things.
After my m3ntal br3akdown at @Matsuricon I didn’t ever think I’d pull off this hairstyle. Today, it’s up.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

@alexpinku @StarberryBonBon I miss that store so much! It used to be but it has all Nintendo merch now. Last time I was there they had Wii U’s out to test play.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Early morning and I’m already being hit with the Twilight Zone feels. But it’s in a good way. We won’t give up, will we? We’ll continue to do well.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

So it’s 20, November. Happy debut day of Akiba Idol Emily. I’ve spent about half the time being productive and half the time hating myself, but I’m still here.

Do something fun today. Above all, continue to do well. Might be the only thing that keeps me going.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

I wanted to do this with you. This isn’t fair.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

You guys all know not to expect anything from me tomorrow, right?

It will be the one year anniversary of my debut and I’m still trying not to hate myself.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

@alexpinku I watched a bit and it was really fun and super inspiring! Thank you :)

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

I want my mental health back. I think I can do it, one step at a time. Maybe I will debut a new song from the comfort of my home around that time. Thank you.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

So I think I might be able to go to the Saturday of @ohayocon. Maybe.

I will not be in costume.
I may be in a simple cosplay.
I will be escorted everywhere.
Please do not approach me if I do not want your presence.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

@ohayocon There will be no performances, just a second try at the cosplay that started my mental breakdown at @Matsuricon. And I hope @SnowPhoenixSPX will be back. If they are I will stay there most the entire time.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Writing Japanese lyrics is hard, man.

[Alex Pinku 🩷❤️:⛓️🌱 @alexpinku]

Friends, acquaintances, people who may be around.

Your heart really does know what's best for you. It may feel like you're following a whim and sometimes you may be confused, but if the feeling wont go away...

Follow your heart.

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

(cont) Yes, I know when I will graduate! But not yet!! I still have music to create for those who will listen. But I also have other dreams that I can’t say here yet that will require my… https://t.co/FWv0Qsh0DU

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

(cont) My music wouldn’t leave me alone. I even got to sing Rainbow Colored Reality But the lyrics and melody haunted me. I was NOT in a healthy place. So I stepped back, I took some time… https://t.co/7oTZWpbXLy

[Akiba Idol Emily @AkibaIdolEmily]

Hey guys! I figured it was about time I gave you all an update as to what’s been going on. This might take a couple of posts.
You may have noticed that I haven’t really posted for a few… https://t.co/C4QV2T4GnE