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🔪22🔪 $h3dtwt he/they :p //
181.5cm // Sept 19th bmi:35.0// current bmi:24.2

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About- $h3dtwt
A|ex-22-he/they-A³>Autism, ADHD,
anxiety
Something is severely wrong with my brain but who knows what.
I shit post and complain
Doing my masters in b1omed
I'm okay with reposts n compliments but I'm unlikely to reply.

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@aratinabottle Thanks man :D

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C0ver up+turned out great :) easy peasy

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I get tattoo to cover up some scars soon :D they've been checked out in person and he's said that he's happy to go over them :D

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@ThatCrowDude I do hope to celebrate especially one year but I've heard that celebrating such things can sometimes have an opposite affect. But I feel hopeful things will be okay! I hope you're doing alright too :D

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I'm 5 months clean, that is the longest in a decade :D I need ideas on how I celebrate. I'm living in a city with no friends so something I can do alone

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More pictures, been slowly getting more tattoos, I can't wait till I can get my arms done :D it's going to be so epic. Did a fun oil pastel drawing too.

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Ello, long time no talk, the p4D experience is going well so far. I get a lot of free reign (good & bad thing, mostly good for how I work). Been helping out an und3rgr4d. And am almost 🥁 1 year clean and sober :D
I hope you have all been well :D

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@d1gitaltear But is also not very stimulating and allows me to fall asleep eventually

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@d1gitaltear Mine isn't that unhinged but it used to be hyperventilating, because that way the only way I can get it to stop is to fall asleep and distracted me from the fact I wasnt able to sleep. On easier nights I count backwards over and over// count my breaths

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@d1gitaltear Idk why this worked but like basically like you know how once your aware of your breathing it's difficult to stop being aware and you get scared you have to manually breath forever, that fear gets me to fall asleep, it stops my mind wandering bc I have to think about breathing

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Also don't judge the plain quorn pieces,,, i just like them plain idk what to tell you, they're tasty (my brocoli had chilli flakes, garlic, and soy sauce, salt, pepper).

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How it feels posting to a new account lolol imma pretend that it's my Instagram story and not get shy

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Blello I have a separate twt now, if you pm and have a non shed related account you can follow me :D I'll probably just be posting nerd shit and daily life happenings or not at all lol

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I so wish I could make a normy twt 😭😭😭

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100 hundo days clean and 110 days with no alcohol 😏

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@d1gitaltear Yoooo that's dope, I love to see it :D

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And are 18+ just DM me and you an keep up with me there.. :)

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I come baring good news, I've been offered a PhD position :D

I don't want to leave twt but I don't want to relapse so I'll just post occasionally but I probably wont interact with posts. I cant make a new account bc Ive had to make new ones too much. But if you want my insta l

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Blello, in further good news I present :
Furthermore, things kinda going really good for me rn, I got an extension on my report and poster because I still had a final thing to do in the lab but I should be done there by the end of the week and once proof read i can submit it 🤩

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My final report of uni (ig kinda like a dis) is due in less than a week and I'm still doing lab work, I'm starting to get a teeny weeny bit stressed lolol but other than that things going really good :D been substance free for over two months now including alcohol :D