@iJaadee So wait I feel like a major lesson I’m going through is that I don’t have to prove my pain to anyone, yet my heart is defined. I’m confused now: am I supposed to be? Because that feels like downplaying my pain or trauma. This is what chat said.
i think i owe myself an apology for being in spaces where i knew l wasn't wanted & appreciated but instead i stayed, for forcing broken connections & ships. i owe myself an apology for putting people who never appreciated me before myself, doubting myself.