I do mistake everytime intentionally? I do for fun?
Answer is never
I'm person never want to ruin someone happy life because of my own problem.
Even I do mistake I always say sorry from my heart, I hope one day everything will be alright in silence and quietly
I'll pay for it.
Whenever I try to share my problem to someone it become more for me, I'll miss my old days whenever I failed in life I used to screaming in lock washroom, those insult,and depending on other it just because I used to hate myself, still the same nobody is around me today too
Changing your habits and personality takes months,years,it's not a cup of tea that can changed in a week,
Today,I choose to let go not because I stopped loving you,but because I need to start love myself enough to move forward,I'll do everything for my mother she loves me always
Even she miss him whenever she crying alone,All these days I was used as a bandage to help her,give her strength, talk to her sweetly,I was trusting her blindly,I never cry for someone before maybe my love feeling for her was so pure, and now the truth is my feelings had no value
I lost everything today, I was living happily from last 3 months I thought I can be someone happiness in her life but I lost, you have given me everything and I lost by my own hand, ya allah don't give pain to my girl, She have already lot of pain in her life, She don't deserve.
Ya'allah I'll accept every punishment from you, give me whatever you want but please don't punish other,I always want to be good person,and different from other but now I'm not anymore,I'll live with pain in somewhere far away from them,I'll not bring my presence near them
@drona_17@LucknowIPL Changing jersey change hunger for trophy ?? Absolutely not! It look like fashion show!
Change mentality for win,
Change strategy, change your squad your captain,