Okay how am I so evil and gross to people when I internally think I’m really good maybe I am egotistical 😖 I spend all my money & time on making ppl happy & I’m always doing nice things & all I want is for everyone to stay safe & I literally ask god to make other ppl happy
My friend genuinely pmo she doesn’t text me unless it’s to send me tik toks im genuinely about to break the 236 day streak stfu
I’m about to just not talk to ppl unless they message first she’s so fucking annoying i put too much time into other people
What if I just delete everything and start new in university and only focus on my ED then what. I only know two ppl going to my uni & we don’t need to talk I don’t need friends
Trying to eat more day 5?? I ate an entire box combo from Caínes instead of just the chicken so I’m happy ish. All my fav foods r low cal and/or ED related tho it sucks sb. Hoping my aunt buys more brownies and chips for binges
Recovering kinda for my health sucks so bad but I’m trying. I don’t wna feel sick anymore and all the stuff about Eugenia is making me think I’m doing some5ing good 😓it just sucks cuz I love my body sm. I’m sort of hoping my Ed isn’t the cause of my nausea so I can continue